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October, 2023
28I am in an odd kind of residential facility, maybe for the elderly, maybe for folks who have trouble remembering who they are or their present context in their biographies. (I am older, yet probably about 20-30 years younger than my actual age of 80.) Some good male professional will later perhaps be helping me here, as a therapist/psychologist, get better oriented to who I am, in my real background, to continue on in a meaningful way. Yet that will not happen for a few days. Today there is an attractive young woman whose acquaintance I have made here, who also lives or works here, who finds me attractive or at least charming, and who enjoys my petting and flirting. She is a social worker or psychology intern or some such, or a grad student in behavioral sciences. We both know I am enjoying the prospect of having a more complete physical relationship with her, yet she says this does not work for her. She lets me down easily, but says it would not be good for either of us to make love. She has a class, job, or some other obligation elsewhere, and leaves. I am understanding the wisdom of her restraint, yet still sexually stimulated.
