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10/23/02-Tragic stream blocked then released consciousness bladder urgency rude people cat kin mewling image snails current over rocks crawfish backward jetting dragonfly larvae liver chest neck pain pepper licking herself sore in nether regions stoned fungal anti fluid no time found a dime pack for want of productivity porpoised myrrh maid date dissing behaviors deadwood smooth skin footsore false friends coral sea train tidy pool sail like when you close your eyes seeing the light touch bright round through a microscope intense enlarging cancer temperature rising reactions musical crescendo feeling faint breasts for holding nourishment medical inattention nude nurse would you light my cigar tar and feather frogs in the toilet bowl horse inhaling an almost hanging offense float alone missing that pissing word peculiar patterned arrays of simple thoughts delusional southern bible pushing cowboy president no special blame filling a power with no vacuum nature horrent things will get worse before pure butter honey as soon him as another tumor classical vs. romantic rhythm the blue haze better days moon river mancini song hades maggots nestled in your heart mind a maze till perhaps death of the brain escape evil is not so out there as everywhere a state of being without good pervasive among the self-righteous as in those without redemption innocents suffer mayhem merely in the wrong temporal place unlucky too much sensibility oil costly conflict inevitable senseless hate...
10/17/02-Death nothing special hoary halloween imaginings spooks poltergeists dark magic spells ugly lifeless visages our worst fears funhouse hells children trick-or-treating razor blades buried in candy apples burning flesh new orleans cemeteries skulls and skeletons falling out infinite rage alienation nihilism insanity pain everything taken away chaos self-torture the mind unbounded deprived of all routines sensation space reassuring familiarity comforting illusions activity divine intervention plan meaning organized self ego companionship hope...
10/8/02-Alone with her the lady's husband asleep aloft the lights dim her clothing sheer and loose her aroma sweet her back to me she conscious of my close presence my hands unbidden rose to her nefertiti neck massaging her lips parted emitting a small response I lowered them caressingly pressing them from the small of her back while touching the tops of her hips slowly stroking up the muscles straddling her spine she loosed a long sigh she wore no bra my hands slid down her front cupping the ample breasts her nipples felt hard through the thin fabric the evening cool a small fire in the wood stove my foot still in its cast I felt the tension not just in my loins but in the other leg she turned suddenly and kissed me briefly on the lips my hands pulling her to me our passion now intense yet she drew away bare foot falls pattering away I heard her rustling about in the kitchen then water running and sat down near the stove puzzled at her parting in a moment she returned a large ceramic bowl steaming in hand a cloth and soap beneath one arm a towel over her shoulder let me wash you she said setting down the burdens beside me we undid and gently took off each other's garments she taking care with my pants pulled down over the healing extremity as she drew near again I kissed her moist vulva not yet she gasped and took my penis ever so briefly into her mouth and smiled shyly looking into my eyes dipping the cloth and sudsing it with the soap she quickly scrubbed me but lingered long between my legs then rinsed my body with warm liquid and toweled me off her long dark hair swinging with her efforts my restraint unprecedented the urgency to engulf her plunge myself into her overwhelming endorphin high I stood lifted her carried her to the guest bed she'd already made for me spoon fashion I held her to me brought her off with my fingers then again by tonguing deep into her thighs tight against me her hands jerked about then pulled my head in for a more intimate kiss inside her till she'd yelled out and thrashed then at length pulled away rolled me over smoothly leaned down and caught me tight lipped tongue stroked then licked my balls and from underneath slowly up along the shaft I raised her pulled her to me catching the opening and slipping in just the tip of my maleness raising and lowering she ever so gradually swallowed me into her vagina pumping until the heat had kindled into an intense fire our juices flowing mingling...
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